I miss you so much
Last night I imagined you were with me
Kissing me
Thrusting into me
sucking on my skin
Leaving your marks
I thought of the way you smile and
I swear the heat melted my insides
The way you laugh
The way you used to look at me
With those amazing eyes
My God, your absense Ill never survive
The ache inside me
It would not let me sleep
I tossed and turned
and almost cried
I said your name to the night hoping it would somehow bring back you to me
I couldnt take it anymore
I needed you so much
If only you could have been there,
Your hands touching me
instead of mine
I touched it til I I cried
Just like you always use to like
but I like it so much more when you’re the one that does that
Like last time when I thought for sure I would die
If only you could have been there,
to spank my cheeks red
and put me in my place
To split me into a thousand pieces as you fck me from behind
stretch me beyond my limits
Make me pant moan and scream
Take my heart and squeeze it in your hands while I beg and cry for your pity
Tell me Im your good girl
so that Ill let you fck me where ever you want
We both know half the fun is the mind games you play
to watch me give up my barriers
In exchange for your touch
Here I am
Alone
But Inside each others bodies
is the only place
I feel like Im alive
In the meantime I know tomorrow when I see you,
you will not even look at me
In the eyes
Its so cruel of you
to have made me feel
like I belong in heaven
and then abandon me in the pit of hell
like I never meant anything
leaving me alone to the night
How can I ever trust anyone
again
With my heart
Why cant you stay here by my side
Was it something I said
Something I did
Was it my thighs or my hair
Or the way that I breathe
Or maybe the fact that I was so desperate for you to be there
For me
If that’s the case I’m sorry
Just come back to me honey.
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